Ten-twelve weeks.

My God! My god god amighty. Where have I been? What have been doing? What have I been about? No way possible my journey is the same as yours. Yet over the past few weeks I have become so conscious of our vitally close psychic connection - That JESUS CHRIST! Ah yes. My trip, my path, the adventure what calls everybody for themselves L.I.F.E. has been more incredibly phenomenal than can be conceived. From the pits of hell to the tips of heaven, itself...I've seen, and experienced "wonders." My mind, consisting of thoughts, ideas, concepts - ego...pictures, views, and visions has hit upon a vein of Spiritual Gold so rich that when liquified and poured upon us, will transform humanity from nearly inevitable total destruction to glories undreamed of. I have seen and witnessed the answers. They are there. They exist. They are real. Not rhetoric. I've seen ways - THE WAY - to reach the other shore. These ways have to be, must, need to be taken for what they are worth and used as they must, as people see the necessity for them at the proper time. The answers are scientific and will lift the scientific community with all its different opinions, doubts, uncertainties, and questions to see with a common vision the clearly perfect way to solve the problems Earth faces right now. I only ask to be allowed to persue my own little research project as I do and have for 45 years or more - mostly in the consciousness of my head; with perhaps the deference due as may be given an eccentric old man, a loner, recluse, miser, and ecletic artist so far as strangers are concerned. I want to proceed with "God's Plan" - - for surely I am not it's author (!!!!????!!!!) mostly writing here from home, now tending my dad in his aged condition, caring for my most beloved wife, an invalid, and as I go shopping, housekeeping, cooking, laundering and taking care of my advanced lung cancer, hypomanic schizophrenia, jane's deep depression, and dad's excruciating pains of 75 years maybe run into a crack whore or two in the streets out here who might take pity on me and talk face to face a few minutes once a week, should I be lucky. Glory to God.

Wanna Bet???? I am right?

This stuff is hot. And there's more. So much more. If I wasn't a stern and staunch advocate of enforcing the now existing as it exists National Security Policy, I dread to think what my fate might have been. And as for this country ? America ? dedicated from the founder's hearts and "everyman's" blood shead on the battlefields of the centuries down to today for the survival of the several remaining ideals living still on in it's still breathing CITIZENS' hearts: those of freedom; and the right to worship, believe as we please; and assemble when and where we wish to promote our faith as we see it - to speak our minds about what we want and where we see injustice; and the duty we have to observe what our great nation sees fit to declare law, no matter what the damn sacrifice - being prepared to give for the whole common good of the majority's opinion; even our lives, our property, our dignity, and our now too our consciences - should it be necessary to set it aside in the defence of our God Given rights, our people and our land. I don't know folk. I don't know about you. I like to play games. I like mind games. I even like to trick people I like and sometimes get away with murder without anyone aware, lest apprehensive. LOL. Sure. Sometimes I feel good appearing nasty. Nasty is not cruel, but implies power over oneself, in which control is confidence coming from the innocence of a purity of heart. It implies mastery too, and a detachment from ordinary concerns people have daily, but nevertheless a strong sensitivity to the needs of those people and epecially demonstrating daily that completely selfless caring attitude turned to suffering wherever found with genuine sincerety in an attempt to help someone hurt. Yes well, only; my point is I survived. That's the true miracle. I got through the deep dark dangerous demon directed devil's land where no one other than Satan himself - Lord of Evil - had the final responsibility to direct all the millions and millions of those multitudes of his minions who follow his command that promises to lead all people right straight to hell, 'cepting some very few. He he he he he. Well, you know.... The guy isn't really such a rotten fellow once you get to know him. My own opinion - he gets a bad rap. Not that if I was God; I'd put that old bastard at my right hand exactly...or introduce the Son of a Bitch around the better parts of heaven but today I'd say...as a bona fide verified slightly forgetful and bald as a beautiful eagle above......uh, uh... Memphis !!!! "metaphysical minister of the Word" I don't think we Christians ought to quite yet put him entirely out of the quite yet. Guess so too? Perhaps while we work at filling our fat bloating stomachs and driving to the ends of the earth in gas guzzling sulfur farting vehicals, blasting dumb dirty dildos to smitherines cuz they smart by snickering under shady grimaces when they deal the cards or roll the dice, and play that wonderful (?) race card with such skilled dexterity (EEEEEEEE,) smash welfare programs at every intersection (!!!!!)and dress up our nice decent pretty smart young girls in frivolously laced dainty and delicate tiny pink frenching maid gowns ( or the klack thereof )we could perhaps realize way down deep somewhere in the recesses of that 'animal' like behaving inner inner brain cavity we might believe that we are together, our country America, a family. And since we all good -we will inherit the earth. Soon too. Bravo?

Psyops Secrets Revealed

The Truth. I finally Figured it out. For forty years I was held in the dark, completely alone, fed programming for food, given pills for pain, therapy for brainwashing under 'amnesia-alter' conditions by hypnosis and forced by ordinary behavioral modification techniques to acquiess to various forms of preestablished worldviews,opinions, and attitudes. I underwent several rounds of psychosurgery, brain wave alterations, dream conditioning; and put into states of complete amnesia to prevent me from remembering myself. The operation I call Psyops was developed over 100 years ago. Experiments were carried out by experts on prisoners and mental patients. Now HERE. Dig This GIGGLE, GOOGLE. What is called the process of taking detainees, etc. and interrogating and torturing them for information about 'our' enemies, Is Really - A COVER for a massive vast proceedure now in progress to turn millions of Mental Patients into "Zombies." I will explain, further, later: folks.